Saturday, January 16, 2010 7:05 PM
today
There is a reason to celebrate today. I can't exactly put my finger on why its perfect to celebrate today but it is. A short time on the calendar but feels like an eternity in reality. It's incredible how far I've come.
Somehow I knew. And I just kept waiting for today. It was as if I decided that on this day I shall stand on my own two feet and it will be alright. And it is.
I'm still in the process of putting myself right again. But sometimes I think I needed this. I needed to break into a million tiny pieces to piece together a me that is going to be a much better version of myself than before. So I do it slowly, painstakingly, figuring out which parts should be discarded and which fit just right. And it is all coming together perfectly.
I can't rush it and I can't be hasty. I have to feel my way through the process and understand. So today marks a day, just another nondescript day, that I can and will be whole. And be the best that I can ever be.