Wednesday, April 7, 2010 1:55 AM
feel
I feel so much. And there's nothing I can do about it.
When I see something funny I can't hold back the insane peals of laughter that tumble out.
When I read something touching I can't stem the tears that fall.
When I come across a phrase a song a picture that reaches out and touches the part of my soul i keep hidden away so carefully, I can't stop the chills nor ignore the telltale squeeze around my heart.
So many things have changed and I keep moving this way and that. But now that I've stopped, I finally see everything I missed in my search for everything else.
Some people say they wouldn't want to change themselves. That they shouldn't, that they should accept themselves for the way they are.
I disagree.
Why settle when you know you can do so much better? When you deserve to be so much better? Never stop trying to be the best that you can be. Because you are worth the effort.
It has been almost 5 months. And I just get better and stronger. Everyday is a new day. Another day to make the most of. To be happy. To be positive.
It's great to be alive. So smile (: