Tuesday, February 2, 2010 10:20 PM
look
Sometimes I feel like shouting. Screaming and yelling. For me to stop.
I'm so caught up with everything that is not me. I keep looking around outside of myself, at others and their lives and I lose myself.
Then sometimes I remember to stop. And I see me. And it's okay. I'm okay.
I have my life, a life that requires my full attention. I have so much that I need to sort out for myself, so why keep looking away and feeling miserable?
I guess what I'm saying is maybe it's alright to be selfish and to focus on yourself. A worry-about-your-own-plight and straighten-out-your-own-life kind of selfish. Put in your heart and soul and all the effort you can muster to invest in your own life. Because its what you have and what you are.
SO I'M OKAY! Really. Keep on keeping on (: