dream and be happy. YAYNESS.
Loving Absurdity
Because.
This is my quest to be the optimist I was a decade ago.
A better, more positive everything.
To always look forward with hope and determination and irrepressible delight.
To look back only to smile at fond memories.
Surround myself with inspiring things, great people and happifying thoughts.
Because I deserve it. And so do you.
Set my soul on fire
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Saturday, January 21, 2012 1:36 AM
for me
I've forgotten so many things.Most important of the many things, is how to live. I've lost a range of emotions that I didn't know how much I needed. They just crept away slowly, perhaps silently willing me to turn to look one last time, but me and my tunnel vision did not allow it.
Now they're gone and I'm still not sure if it is a good or bad thing. I'm rambling slightly.
I had to look away, physically turn away, for the sense of loss was too great. And I can't help but question, am I really living? I no longer know if what I want is what I really need. Or if it is eating away at what is already a shell of my former self.
Breathe. I need air. To stop and breathe. And realize I can and things are beyond me and because things are beyond me, that by proxy I would be fine.
I will go.